Learning about Letting Go

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In recent months, I have begun the letting go process in earnest, and this is what I have learned. The biggest influence in my willingness to let go is coming to the reality and my own willingness to admit that there is nothing I can do to change how someone treats me, behaves towards me, or feels about me.  I have absolutely no power to change any of this.

This was a hard reality for me, and it took quite a while to come to terms with this.  The truth is that how someone treats and feels about us is less about us and more about them.  There were times that I could not understand why someone would not love, appreciate, or care about me.  It is quite simply, because it was never about me.

 I began to realize no matter what I did, what I offered, what I was willing to give up, or how much I loved or cared about them, it simply did not and could not change how others treated or felt about me.  When we begin to understand this, we finally are willing to give them up and move forward without them.  We can still send love to them and wish them well, but they will no longer remain part of our lives.  This is what I have done with both my parents, and I finally let them go.
Not too long ago, someone said to me, you don’t need to relive your past to heal from it.  The reality is that we continue to live our past over and over again in our soul lives, until we let the past go and heal from it.  Even when we will ourselves to live healthy lives, we continue to deviate in our lives as the draw of the past will continue to cause us to gravitate toward that negative past.  For instance, we may engage in extramarital affairs, continue our addictions, and continue to engage in unhealthy drama, sometimes in secrecy to hide that negative past.
This is the harsh reality of my truth, and when I am willing to take a hard look at my own truth, I begin to change my own behaviors, decisions, and actions.  I finally have come to acceptance that I cannot change my past, but I must let it go, and then I move on without those from my past and without bitterness or anger because this is what is meant to be. (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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Changing the Path of My Soul

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Today, I overcame my past of being a victim and feeling unworthy.  I stood up for myself, and changed my own soul path for the first time in my soul life.  My soul life has been my smaller self full of fear, and feeling helpless, and vulnerable.  It was my soul lesson to learn that I am worthy, that I am somebody worth loving, and that I deserve to be treated with love and kindness.

My soul repeatedly encountered those who abused, mistreated, and belittled me.  The path of my soul changed today, because I learned that I am injured by others because I allowed others to hurt me.  I allowed others into my life and allowed them to effect me negatively.  Gone are those days now, and today is the first day of the rest of my life.

I am empowered by the new soul I have become, and this is a new day on my new soul path. I came, I learned, and I changed the course of my soul life.  What a testament to the miracles of the ascension process!  May you change your soul’s path.  (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Another Reality

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Where illusions end, reality begins.

In the sea of memories past,

Lies those we cannot change.

Let them fade into dusk’s light,

Giving up what could be.

As those were the illusions we created,

Without truly knowing others.

Suffering from our own expectations,

That ego created.

Images of folly and delusion,

Still dance in our heads,

In twilight as we lucid dream,

We realize what is real.

Letting go to move onto a solitary path,

Toward another future meant to be.

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

 

Moving Beyond Our Lessons

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Last night I had an intense conversation with a friend about life lessons and moving beyond them. As she struggles to understand what she must learn and how she must learn hers, we acknowledged that it is important part of understanding exactly what we must learn in order to move beyond our lessons, as many believe that learning their lesson is simply to avoid certain people, places, and situation.

I will admit that this may be part of it, but there is much more.  We must feel no draw or attraction, whether positive or negative towards them.  In other words, they, the people, places or situations, become neutral and no longer affect us so they are no longer part of our emotional landscape, as we have let them go.  This draw is generated within us, and has little to do with how the other feels about us.

I admitted to her that I was brought here to where I live now to heal my emotional past, and to let go of my parents.  There are certain things that I must do while I am here that is to let them go along with the feelings they generate within my emotional landscape.  What I am to learn here is to stop trying to save my parents out of guilt, loyalty, and dependency as my ego wants me to do. As these are the emotions that they elicit within my emotional landscape.  Here lies my true lesson that I must learn, as I came to this realization when I awoke this morning.

I cannot save others since each of us must save ourselves, and my lesson is to understand that it is not my responsibility or purpose to save them.  This truth about my life will allow me to move beyond this lesson for my life, and what a big lesson it is!  With this understanding and belief, I give myself permission to move beyond this life lesson onto my next one.  May you move past your life lessons. (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Shedding the Old Life

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When we begin to heal our emotional wounds to change our lives, we begin to change who, the activities, the situations, and the environment we attract into our lives.  Once those old emotional wounds begin to heal, we have the ability to see clearly, have the wisdom, and the strength to move past them.  Who we found comfortable or familiar now feel foreign and uncomfortable.   It is not that I dislike these individuals.  In fact, some of these individuals I love deeply, such as my parents.  This is particularly true because I have transmuted my energy to a different vibration, and the old vibrations no longer resonate within me now, and I have built up my inner energetic and spiritual strength. I am shedding the skin of the old life to move onto a new life, leaving behind that which no longer serves me well.  Each day, my old life drops away a layer at a time, like snake shedding its skin.  How appropriate for a person who is Kundalini active?

My experience can be explained through the Universal Law of Resonance.  “Our life force will react to adjust on every stimulus or force that it is being exposed to within the body, mind, emotions or spirit. If the force of stimulus is stronger than the inner life force present, the bodies are forced to adjust in a way where a consequence of that force is perceived or experienced. If the force of stimulus is dissonant the consequence of that force can range from mildly unpleasant to excruciatingly painful. Depending on the inner spiritual core development, will be the relative reaction or response that the impact of these forces will have upon your body, mind, emotions or spirit. If the mind is weak, unfocused and undisciplined, these forces will pack a punch to your emotional body, weakening your life force. Nothing is more powerful than the development of your inner spiritual source and its life force energy. As this motivates one to develop their spiritual body through ego discipline, this increases inner energetic strength, which repels these external and extra-dimensional forces from knocking you around. This is what it means to have a strong spiritual and inner core. The impact of these forces upon your energetic body and how they resonate with the frequency of your being is called, the “Law of Resonance“.

To overcome a stronger vibration frequency, particularly a negative one, it requires emotional and spiritual strength.  It requires healing our emotional wounds, and strengthening our spirit. We must move beyond our emotional past, leave behind our addictions, dependencies, and dysfunctions, including those who continue with those behaviors and activities.  May you successfully shed your old life. (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Excerpt from: http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Law_of_Resonance

 

Spiral Ascension

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I’ve been here before,

With the same people in the same places.

Even the conversations repeat themselves,

Theirs and mine.

Like seasons, they come and go,

When the leaves change colors,

And snow begins to fall.

I only smile at the irony,

With no bitterness or anger this time.

Once the lesson is learned, it never repeats.

With only love and peace in my heart,

I move forward to where my path leads me.

Never questioning my momentum forward.

I am here, then I am there,

It is all part of the wonder of ascension.

With knowing that I will be fine,

I am so loved by the Universe,

Protected everywhere I go.

There is no fear or uncertainty,

Because this is what I deserve,

Forever spiraling upward towards my destiny.

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)