The Twin Flame Journey

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What I am about to share is quite personal and difficult for me to share.  I am choosing to share this because I believe it can help many on the Twin Flame journeys since it can be very difficult as it has been for me for three years.   I met my Twin Flame three years ago as which time my Kundalini energy rose. When my Kundalini energy rose, I remembered a vivid memory of spending an earlier lifetime with him in the 1800′s in the United States. I was a White woman then, and we had a daughter together.

During the course of my Twin Flame journey, I have read other Twin Flame blogs talking about their Kundalini energy rising and experiencing a clearing of their chakras and energy body of blocked energy and dross from past emotional pain and trauma.  The purpose of the Twin Flame journey is to help our twin release and clear these blocks, and to help them accelerate during the ascension process. The fall out from this process is extreme fear of what is raised including past trauma and emotional pain.  Our human tendency is to blame the other who raised these negative feelings when in reality, these experiences and feelings are within us. These extreme fears cause us to run from our Twin.

Throughout the Twin Flame experience, there is an intense connection etherically, telepathically, emotionally, and sexually between the Twins.  If both are Kundalini active, then these connections are intensified.  Even during the runner dynamic phase, when the Twins are separate, the connection is still there.  We can sense each other’s thoughts, and feelings, and if something is upsetting them or if they are in  trouble.  We can feel their energy waking in the morning and going to sleep at night.  The sexual connection is so intense even when apart as thinking of the other can cause sexual arousal or orgasms.  Twins can receive messages from each other in our dreams when we need to be comforted and assured.

Separation from ones Twin is heart wrenching. I have met my Twin before in another lifetime.  During that lifetime, we did not reunite after our initial meeting and began the runner dynamic.  To learn about the phases or stages of the Twin Flame journey, please see my post on “Understanding Twin Flame Reunion Stages.” The only solace I can share with you is to send love to your Twin, since you are connected, and they can feel your thoughts and feelings.  Give him/her the unconditional love, support, and prayers they need from you to heal their emotional past, release their ego, help them learn self love, and ascend spiritually.

There are no guarantees in life, but we can give them the love and support they need from us.  May you reunite with your Twin Flame.  Sending love and healing light, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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Meditation through Art


Today was my glassblowing apprenticeship and when I showed up to work, I was the only apprentice working with the glass artist today.  I was overjoyed in that I am able to do all the assisting instead of sharing tasks with other apprentices.  As I have been working for this glass artist since last fall, I have done all the tasks to assist her in blowing hot furnace glass that she expects and prefers but never alone until today.

In my two earlier posts, I talked about how our brain learns art and music.  Glassblowing is very similar to learning to play the piano or guitar or learning to play music, and less like other forms of art. Furnace glassblowing requires coordinating both hands while doing two different things, and being able to instruct your assistants on what you need from them. The initial process of learning to blow glass is in the left brain that focuses on the steps, in a linear and methodical way. Once you learn to do two different things with both hands, this can be stored in your muscle memory, then the work is done in the right brain where we are no longer focused on the steps, but rather on the creativity of making the glass object.

Once we reach muscle memory and working through the right brain, glassblowing as well as playing music are both meditative in nature. Today, I began practicing this meditation.  In this meditation, we focus intensely on the moment but in a relaxed manner.  Before gathering the glass that is picking up molten glass on a blowpipe or punty (a rod), I began deep breathing until my arms and body felt relaxed.  Next, I picked up the molten glass with the blowpipe or punty trying not think about the steps but simply reacting to the molten glass’ movements.  Instead of forcing the molten glass to do what I want, I simply moved with it.

Today was the most successful day for me as an apprentice since I began my apprenticeship.  It was easy, effortless, and fun!  Every task came out the way I wanted, and I felt relaxed doing it. My spiritual practice has really helped me with my art and music!  Blessings or love, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)


How Our Brain Learns Music


Last evening, I had my guitar lesson and during this lessons I had this awareness about how my brain works when I am learning to play music.  This is particularly enlightening to me as music is my first love, and I have been playing the piano since I was eight year old.  I have lived with, loved, and played music most of my life, and now I composed music as well.

When I was a child, I played piano in many public recitals and auditioned before judges. Many of my public performances did not go well, and I have always wondered why.  Last night, I figured it out.  This is how my brain learns to play music.  The initial phase of my learning is in my left brain that is I learn the fingering, play the notes as it is quite methodical and sounds more mechanical to the ear.  As I begin to learn the music and become familiar, it becomes more muscle memory in my body that is how it feels to my fingers, how my arms are involved, and the rest of my body feels.  When it shifts to muscle memory, I begin to play the music with my right brain when my music become more fluid and more expressive.

This is why we must first learn to be familiar with the notes and fingering before we can become expressive and musical in our interpretation of the music.  What happened to me when I played piano as a child is that when I became nervous, my muscle memory failed to kick in, and as a result, I played with my left brain during my recitals and auditions.  This simply cannot work as the feelings and expressions we put into our music comes from the right brain.  In operating through our right brain, we are playing almost on autopilot with only our expressions or feelings of the music as the focus.

Whenever we are not playing well or unable to perform, it has to do with nervousness that causes muscle memory to falter and the right brain cannot create effectively.  The right brain cannot function in nervousness but only through peace and fluidity. Therefore, in order to create as a musician, we must feel calm and peaceful before we perform or we will essentially be playing mechanically through our left brain.  Just some insights on how I create through music, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Through My Muse


When doubt creeps in the obscurity of night,

My heart weeps in sorrow.

That my love is lost in the veil,

Of illusion and darkness.

Tears well in my eyes,

And my heart is crestfallen.

In the reverie of my fitful slumber,

My muse whispers to me,

Surrender your doubts,

Fill your heart with love,

And he shall receive this love,

To find his path home.

She comforts me in the sanctuary,

Of her bosoms cradling me in safety.

Fear not my child for all will be clear,

In the dawn. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)


Counseling from Internet Spiritual Guides

imageI want to discuss with you about the dangers involved in counseling from Internet counselors or spiritual guides. This is the type of counseling by those on the Internet who give counseling or psychological therapy without any training or license either for free or for a fee. This is not guidance or advice from a blog, but someone who will talk with you by telephone or email to provide “counseling” or serve as a spiritual guide. There are those in the spiritual community who want to be gurus, so they call themselves “counselors” or guides.

Please know that dealing with mental, psychological, or emotional issues is like playing with fire, it can burn your house down. Many who are experiencing emotional and mental issues are the most vulnerable and may be the easiest to manipulate as they are emotionally wounded. I have observed those who have chosen this kind of “counseling” where these counselors may take advantage of transference that is when the clients transfer their feelings about their parents onto their counselors usually manifesting in an intense sexual attraction. These feelings are not real! This is when the counselor must set appropriate boundaries with their clients, but instead they engaged in sexual or romantic relationships with their clients. Because they are giving this service for free, they may feel entitled to cross these boundaries. As they are not licensed to practice, they cannot be disciplined by a licensing board or lose their license as this conduct and any emotional entanglements with a client are strictly prohibited. Continuing a relationship after discontinuing treatment also is considered unethical and strongly discouraged.

These so called “counselors” who are Kundalini active have the ability to manipulate energy such as emotions and thoughts. They can convince their clients to engage in sexual or romantic relationships with them, that they have extraordinary powers to cure others, and they may refuse to let their clients leave. The simple truth is that they are using their Kundalini abilities for self gain, for control, and to manipulate their clients. The only way to leave these situations is to disengage from them completely. Those with Kundalini abilities need to talk with you by telephone or interact with you directly to manipulate your emotions and thoughts. Do not return their calls, emails, or texts!

All of this may seem very cynical, but I have observed those who have been duped in this way and unable to leave these “counselors” for many years. These client’s emotional and mental health suffer as they now must heal the betrayal, lies, and manipulations of their counselors who they trusted and believed to help them recover emotionally. This will result in emotional damage to yourself and cause you to become stuck and unable to move forward in your emotional and mental recovery.

Before engaging in any kind of therapy or counseling, please check to see if this person is licensed and trained. You can verify their licenses and credentials with the National Board of Certified Counselors for those licensed in the United States at this LINK. For alcohol or drug abuse counselors, please also check your State’s association of drug and alcohol abuse counselors.  Our emotional and mental health and recovery is our own responsibility, and we are responsible for making healthy, sound, and good choices for ourselves.

As for myself, I have decided to do my own emotional healing work after many years of counseling with professional licensed therapists. Blessings of healing light, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Fear: Real or Perceived


I recently have observed behaviors in myself and others involving fear and wanted to share some insights.  Fear is created by our egos.  Fear can be helpful, such as when we are in real dangers. For example, we are about to be struck by a vehicle or our home is being burglarized. This fear will motive us to act to get help or protect our loved ones. There are also situation in our lives where we may need to take precautions and be street wise, such as when we are walking alone down a deserted street in a dangerous part of town. These are real fears.

There is another kind of fear that is perceived.  For instance, our fears are triggered by our past experienced of being hurt, or we perceive other’s motivation as trying to hurt us.  In other words, there are no facts in our present life to indicate that hurt is being inflicted on us, but our perceived fear of the “possibility” of being hurt.  This type of fear creates terrible anxiety and even depression if it remains with us for a prolonged period of time, potentially paralyzing our lives.  This is the type of fear that spiritual practice talks about that creates problems for our lives.

The key here is awareness and being able to distinguish the different between real and perceived fear, and not reacting to this fear when it is perceived.  I use “Observing Ego Practice” found at this tab on my Blogsite Homepage to help me figure out the difference.  Once you practice Observing Ego Practice regularly, you will be able to use this practice reflexively or instantaneously without going through each step, so you can make a judgement within seconds before reacting to the fear.  Hope this helps you, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)



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This sanctuary we know as sisterhood,

Embodies the mysterious sacred feminine.

A bond so beautiful and mystical,

We only understand it when felt,

On an unspoken, knowing dimension.

This love rests in a protected part of our hearts,

To share a bond that endures the seasons.

Flowing through compassion and joy,

We spread this love to one another,

Supporting each other,

Through hardships and loneliness,

To give comfort when our hearts are broken.

It is that which we do not give a name,

But merely a feeling and understanding.

When sisters stand united, mountains move,

For we have come to this moment,

Where roads intersect and visions merge.

When power and gentleness are entwined,

Forever in unity,

Our world will be forever changed. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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Kingdom of Heaven

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Light reflects upon the mirroring waters,

Shining in lunar night.

I await upon the shore,

For echos in the wind,

Of words of mystical wisdom.

It is where I find myself,

Fully exposed, baring my soul,

To the lunar muse before me.

In search of the magical cipher,

That is the key to the kingdom of heaven.

This elusive kingdom where we all seek,

On our journey forward,

The magic lures us there.

Each with our hearts open for this moment,

Bursting with bliss.

When we finally arrive in exultation and joy,

We will realize it has always been here,

Exactly where we stand within ourselves. ~ Brooke

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Following Our Calling


For the last few months, I have been wondering if I am on the right path when it comes to my career.  I took job at a college in a small rural mountain town two years ago, and have been asked to accomplish a difficult job of working with sexual assaulted students, faculty, and staff, dealing with discrimination problems on campus, and bringing diversity to a conservative and religious population. When I was offered this job, I heard a calling to come here to help those on campus  who never had a voice or received help.

There are many days that I am too exhausted to even get up in the morning, and never feel rested even on the weekends.  Even under this pressure and exhaustion, I look forward to working particularly with the students as I feel that I am able to help them change the quality of their lives.  I received help myself in college to recognize my childhood abuse, and began psychological counseling there to change and begin improving my life.  In the same way, I am helping these college students.

Every time I question my path here, I receive a clear message to keep going. Today was such a day, when a faculty from another college in Pennsylvania came to visit and asked to meet with me as she is researching for a paper she is writing on diversity on college campuses similar to her institution.  Coincidentally, I am writing a report on this subject this week. We shared invaluable information that will help me make recommendations to change the climate of our college.

After our meeting today, I realize this is yet another person sent to help me on my mission here.  These blessings are given to me because I am here to help others, and not for my own gain.  While living here, I have had to give up things in my life such as being with others more like me, and living a more urban lifestyle.  On the other hand, I have met many dear friends, found a community where others care for me, and found those to share a connection whether in the outdoors, art, music, or spirituality.

I feel that I am given all that I need to call this place home, although I would not necessarily have found this place otherise.  Maybe the Universe is helping me build my home wherever I am suppose to be?  May you find your home through your calling.  Blessings of love to you, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Learning Our Talents

Image Since the rise of my Kundalini energy, I have wondered what my gift is. I have some empathic abilities, some clairvoyant visions, and past life experiences. However, I see many who experience telepathy, clairvoyance, and telekinetic abilities that are more acute than mine. I realize now what my gift is. It is the ability to heal myself emotionally. In three short years, I have healed so much of my emotional past, and believe that I will heal myself in this lifetime. When I met my twin flame three years ago, my Kundalini energy rose, and he helped me for many months with my Kundalini crisis, but that concluded when we began the runner dynamic phase.

I have been shown and given methods to emotionally heal myself from a higher source. I don’t know where it comes from exactly. It just comes to me then I write it down on my blog to share with others. The same goes for my poetry and my music compositions. It just comes to me and I simply write it down. I have done limited spiritual reading except on scientific or psychological theories to confirm that I am on the right track.

From intuitively learning these methods, I feel that I must share this information with others so I started several blogs all having the same posts so that I can share this information with as many people as possible.  This is the genesis of my life as a blogger. I don’t really consider myself a writer or poet, but I convey information, feelings, and thoughts through my writings. I hope you can use my blog as a source of inspiration for your spiritual journey. Blessings on your journey, Brooke (Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)